Internal Thankfulness that Fulfills
I am at work and have discharged all of my patients. It is at this time in my life where I am pleading with the Holy Spirit to commune with me in our secret place. In the recesses of my mind.
While focusing on one of my favorite hymns, Psalm 91, I feel now that I am having a hard time internalizing the Word without the Spirit giving me divine revelation.
In my heart I am thankful and what may look to the carnal eye, like I am wasting time on my phone, it is that good part that my Jesus explained to Martha. The portion that He would not take from Mary.
As I sit here, my spirit is filling with His presence. Moreover, I attribute this to having a spirit of thankfulness. Likewise, I crave his presence as a woman in love. Yearning for His mercy, favor, and protection.
Currently resting in His Word, knowing that a thousand may fall at my side, and ten thousand at my right hand, but it will not come near me. Only with my eyes, I will see and behold the reward of the wicked.
In my spirit I am shouting, but on the outside, I am just as everyone else. Desiring to cry tears of joy, I am in awe of Him. Blessing Him at all times. His praises shall continually be in my mouth.
I now understand the scripture pertaining to the inability to praise Him with ten thousand tongues!!!
Originally written on February 05, 2022.